Saturday, December 19, 2009

First Ultra Sound

My first ultra sound was in June soon after I found out I was pregnant. It was scary because I didn't know what to expect. Before I even got the ultra sound the doctor told my now husband and I that she thinks I lost the baby. She had us both in tears, but I don't see how I lost my baby if I haven't been bleeding and they had not done an ultra sound yet. Anyways when I got the ultra sound we could see our baby. It was so amazing, it's like I didn't believe I was pregnant until the moment I saw the image of our baby. The lady doing my ultra sound said you have a baby growing in you, and I started crying. I was so happy, but at the same time scared. Heck I was only sixteen at the time. I came in for another ultra sound a week later and we got to hear our tiny baby's heart beat. I couldn't hold in the tears when we heard the heart beat, it was so amazing to know our baby was alive and well.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Pregnant?

At sixteen years old I started dating my now husband. I didn't have a regular period for quiet sometime so I had test done, and then was told I could never have a baby. I was hurt, I wanted to have a baby one day. My now husband proposed to me shortly after we found out I could not get pregnant. I said "yes" of course. Not even three months after being told I couldn't have a baby I started getting a lot of pregnancy symptoms. I didn't think much about it, but my now husband did. He kept telling me I needed to take a test and I kept saying, "i will tomorrow" but then tomorrow would come and I still didn't take the test. Finally after getting tired of him begging me to take the test I did, and in less then twenty seconds it said positive. I couldn't believe it so I ended up taking three more test and they all said positive. I cried, I was scared, happy, and nervous being only sixteen. But I will say we didn't use any form of protection hoping that I would get pregnant, but we didn't think it would happen so quickly. I don't advise anyone to try that. We found out at three in the morning on June 26, 2009. It was the same day I lost a friend to a horrible car accident. I wanted to tell our parents right away, but he didn't and I don't see why not since he was already eight-teen. Even though he didn't tell his parents that day, I still did. He was by my side the entire time holding my hand, which meant a lot to me. When I told my mother she cried, but she didn't hate me and wasn't mad at me, but she was upset that I got pregnant so young. I was to scared to tell my dad since I was his only girl plus he adopted me at four, so my mother told him. He didn't react at all. He said "I thought so" but nothing else. I wasn't close to him at all, and i'm still not. My now husband didn't tell his parents till I was almost four months. They already figured it out, but never said anything. It was hard not to notice I was pregnant, I started showing at six weeks.